last lap of studying, the stress is there definately

well passed HI and M9, leaving e last paper M5 to tackle.
i think this one is mostly self-study as e trainers they had were quite useless. they breeze thru the whole book and talk more abt their life stories den what to concentrate on.
its a badly written book actually and yes i left 12 pages of it to do i think. crap why am i torturing myself this way.

yes its for a better financial future hopefully and earn for my needs. and for her thats why i came to join this line. to make her happy with things she like but cant buy.

as promised a new blog before uni starts

i've opened up this new blog again. for me i know eventually i still need somewhere to vent my sadness, my anger. and maybe share my happiness if there is any.

right uni starting quite soon in august, i'm not really prepared yet, hopefully i can make it there.

now dabbling with insurance line, studying for the test is not a fun thing. m9, 26 chapters study til mad. and hope to pass no matter what.

me, i really need to change my temper and my volatility. i'm just a living volcano in a human body. tend to go on violent eruptions once in awhile, except its more frequent and it almost cost me to lose someone i love very much.

and yea, although things are ok now, but something is amiss yet again. and i know i need to rebuild e love once more. so feel kinda sad.

well hope for e best for me. and i might keep this blog a private one, might give assess if can to ppl i trust.