angry with myself.

i just wanna talk with you, but u are so cold i cant do anything.

i just wanna see u, but u are so reluctant everytime i want to meet u for a meal and i cant do anything.

i just wanna hug u and tell u that u meant the world to me, but i cant do anything either.

i just wanna kiss u and tell u how sorry i am and can e new year haf a new start for us, but i cant do anything.

why cant i do all these? when i can do every other thing.

retribution for being bad to u.

i nvr let u know how u meant to me when we were together, but

U MEANT THE WORLD TO ME. thats hw impt u are to me and why did i let u go.

remembering our trip tgt to tw. how i wish we were there forever just e 2 of us living happily there.