right.. what had i done so far. hmms. after exams and after that badminton session with the ntu guys, friday i met up with my brothers. we played basketball after so long under the super hot morning sun, got abit of sun burnt and felt heated for the rest of the day. seriously tampines is like another boonlay. we got 3 shopping malls and all were bloody full for labour day. hard to find a decent place to have lunch. after lunch i went home had a bath and nua in front of com watching my korean drama. which i watched with no time limit. all 172 episodes finished by sunday. i almost peng from it. my sat was spend obviously on the drama since i wanted to chiong finish it. sunday was spent watching the drama, den evening movies with my brothers.. watched x-men origins: wolverine. it was nice though, before going home i went popular to get myself a book, angels and demons by dan brown. i want to watch the movie too!! been shopping less for clothes already. i want to buy wii with the guitar hero band set la! i calculated to be 575 in total for the cheapest one. i want to buy!! sunday was spend reading angels and demons. very exciting book. monday was spent looking for jobs. damn sian abt the jobs. no replies. tues was spend facebooking and reading and having an evening run. man this is life after exams. just nua.

finally finish my exams!! and yesterday went out straight after the exams and walked around orchard. changed alot there already. den my group of guys and madeline group of gals we head towards shokudo to have our dinner. ordered quite a lot of food la. but end up the bill not that ex lor..ard 15 per person. that was the first meal of the day only. after that we went to bugis to walk walk and have ice -cream. rums and raisins! nice.. the rum taste very heavy i like lor. not like the normal kind, no rum taste. haa..walk til super tired. come home super tired also liao..

damage report after all the papers,

MB 103, the really need to pray hard paper.
MAS 182, the should not S/U but can get S paper.
CBC 112, this paper is manageable, hoping for A- but really depends on others also.
PAP 182, i should be able to scrap through for a pass.
CBC 122, easy paper but i super careless, mcq 3 wrongs, part A i subpart wrong. so haix. was hoping to get A but B+ more likely liao. sad man.

results on 22 may. hope for the best.

now i go haf fun first.

yes!!! finally reaching the last paper. 2 weeks worth of exams is a torture, especially during this hot weather. and plus dunno wads wrong with me this sem, studying seems quite difficult to me.

so far,

MB 103- first paper that scared the shit out of me. my 40% for CA is A, but my 60% oh no! hopefully can scrap through with a B+.

MAS 182- second paper. I S/U it, cos not really confident. but definately can get the S. regretted S/U-ing it.

CBC 112- third paper, easier compared to last year, but i adopted the tactic of scoring well for those i know. so i think if possible hope to get A-/B+

PAP 182- fourth paper. had it today. nvr prepare well. just anyhow whack during the exam. but i think the pass is possible, so a P for it, since it is a P/F module.

CBC 122- last paper! tmr will be taking it. i hope to do well for this ba. since its e last paper of the sem liao.

den can enjoy le! yes!!

hmms veyr long nvr update liao, cos been pretty busy handling sch work. and its the exam period. so far 3 papers had passed, left with 2 on consecutive days. which is a hell lot to study. have been trying to squeeze in 2 modules of whole sem work into 3 days to finish which is pretty hard. quite sian abt it, and the weather is too hot, too conducive to hibernate la.

3 papers passed, MB103 proved to be the shocker. most difficult paper i ever sat for. the rest, MAS 182, S/U wrongly lols. manageable paper which i think can get B+? and CBC 112, not as shocking as last years CBC 111, hopefully i can get abit better than last years grade.

left physics and biochem, 2 of the subjects i totally nvr touch in jc or sec sch. so gotta work harder. and slp lesser. and use more aircon to study.

other than that, cant wait for everything to be over so that i can go out and haf fun and work and hols.

wa updates..

hmmm another test had passed for bio..i wondered how i fared..definately 1 wrong la..helicase..omg!!! i forgot!!!

now i keep trying to have a timetable for my daily activities to improve my efficiency rate..so far ok..hitting 80% efficiency.. now really gotta make good use of time la..

now trying to study physics so tmr i can do my assignment that needed to be handed in..

and i thInk i'm addicted to online shopping, recently bought seinhesser headphones, ralph lauren bag, and geoffery beene shirt la!! i shld stop at the shirt.. no more online shopping til i start my summer work.. =X

just attempted that bloody physics la! angry man. wasted my whole afternoon trying to figure out all the answers for it..only 3 questions done. its qns 3 that give me bloody headache and totally spoil my mood for the day..freaking waste of time. dunno why the fuck we need to take it for. its not like year 3 we still will remember pap181 and 182. damn it..

now moving onto my schedule. NMR done. read what he taught so far. tmr shall pay attention in his NMR lecture. left my mas 182 exercise 10.2 to do, read nucleic acids and intermolecular forces. zzz!! waste time la physics. if not would haf done more today.

Settlers' Cafe with the buddies and 2 gfs.
timbre with uni frens.
see, i also act cute already.

hmmms lets see whats happening so far for me..

well, its sch time again. time for some damage report.

so far 4 mid terms, update since i got back the results

CBC 112, 5/7 for quiz. ( 10%)
CBC 122, 99/100 for mid term 1(will consitute 40/3 %)
PAP 182, 8/10 for quiz (10%)
MAS 182, 48/60 (26%)

actually i know my maths not very good actually la.

MB103, first graded presentation, A+. happy but will work harder for marketing plan to ensure 50% is A+ la but looks like marketing plan will be very difficult to do as we gotta consider more things than before liao to make it successful.

gonna mug more for my CBC 122 test these few days liao.

sch is so boring.

been going out more often with frens. not focused at sch at all.

fell in love with long island ice tea. its a nice drink for me.

been to timbre, i like that place. my kind of place.

been to settler's cafe for the first time. cool to play some board games some times too.

beside. nth much or interesting so far leh. needs some colour to my life.

damn sian man today CBC 112 test.. haix 2 wrongs 1 pending lor..kns man..7 qns only..2 common sense qns cocked up..super sian la..i really need to sleep less in sumod's class and be more consistent and haf more common sense in doing work..argh! still got pap 182 to handle..

alright a little update.. friday i skipped sch cos 1 hr. just dun make any time economic sense to go down for class, so i stayed home to study for CBC 112 la. right now the CBC 112 is still 15% unclear of the stuff so will practice abit tmr b4 sleep. PAP 182 is horrible. started studying them left ch 3,4 8b. tmr will be reading them and try understand as much as i can le..fri quiz GG liao..dun like physics.

friday sent off KJ to australia for his studies. i wished him all the best and reminded him to buy some whitening cream if racism gets too bad over there. haha.. he told me australia is now really on fire, as in brown patches all over. sian.

our neighbouring countries once again start their burning activities. so the haze is back. i'm very allergic to haze and it had caused me cough and bad nose and fever for 2 days liao.. so sian lor..stupid haze.. need wear oxygen mask to sch.. brain using alot of oxygen to run liao still got haze.. so now brain functioning capacity halved..zzz

today went to see doc finally.. got the proper medication la..been self medicating lor..zzz

now still reading for test damn sian..cant wait for recess week..gonna slp soon too..medication making me sleepy le..yawns..

anyway bought a new watch..happy! its a casio edifice series watch, analog with 3 dials on it..cool sia..replace my fossil watch..haha..gonna buy more clothes and pants soon..retail therapy..

quite long nvr do a proper update liao.

firstly i was really occupied with sch stuff..makes me real busy and no life la.. been trying to be consistent in my sch work but it makes me real tired le..cos all the lecturers like difficult to understand so i end up doing alot of self study la. which kills alot of brain cells.

wad happened recently? CNY lor..just collect angbao.. this year quite special. cos b4 CNY, me and my 9 other good buddies got gather for reunion dinner.. den also got go visit some of their houses. but other than that CNY was bored la..get older liao more bored.

now, still as busy as ever with sch work..today got a bio test. can get full mark de!! lost 4 marks due to blurness.. sian.. 2 marketing projects due in 3 weeks time la. 2 tests next week totally nvr touch la.. jialat man. must pray hard.

friday intending to skip sch cos 1 hr sch nia..so i most prob will skip sch and wake up earlier at home to study real hard.. haix..see whole blog other than study nth liao..zzz

sat gonna be V-day. this year v-day will super emo liao man..at least last time in sec sch or jc still got ppl will give me v-day gifts..wa i think this time in uni dun haf liao man..so sad lor..actually v-day i wan to spend my evening outside watch movie cos really very long nvr watch le..but dunno want to make any plans ma..cos no ppl date also ma..so busy til nvr really got time to date.

so depressing man..so busy..no life liao la!!!

i felt relieved. cos when i saw her changing her status, i'm not affected anymore. which means i'm past her already. which is good. meaning i can work hard on my studies and make myself available again. i wun give up a tree for the whole forest, but doesnt mean i will pick any other tree. i will pick the tree that has its roots entangled with mine. haha..relieved man..

i'm a workaholic and a shopaholic..die man. haha, one kill brain cells, one kill money..GG already.

time to enjoy myself more.

finally i gave myself a little break again. been so long since i really have a break since sch started. camped at home due to having no dates. so ya! stayed home being myself slacking all that and watch dramas lor. watched finished new heart,e korean drama abt heart surgery de..den watched 10 promises to my dog. wa i want a golden retriever la!! and now watching forensics heroes 2 lor.. enjoying time slacking..now just wait to collect ang pao and wait for sch start. but den v day coming already. going emo liao haha

emo-ing again!

was reading thru my physics and bio lecture notes just now. feeling damn depressing. foreign lecturers already bad enuff, now their notes not even qualitative to let a noob like me to understand e concepts. i got no A level Physics, no O and A level Bio. already struggling to catch up and bad notes doesnt help. hai.. emo-ing.. now sleep is the best cure.

well its the new year. so new updates. and new link.

the reason why i named my blog this way because, life is not a waiting room. u dun wait for things to happen. u fight for wad u wan. and i will live my life fighting for wad i wan. i hope u guys will too.

this year for the first few months of the semester, my goal is to go for all my tutorials, be more consistent in my work, study abit before going for lecture and maintain and improve my gpa. i will also start joining a proper cca in e form of WSC -VM. might want to get into committee. i will also exercise 3 times a week to start conditioning myself for ICT and also to lose some fats.

and i want to put the past behind. so a new start to the year and hope it will be an entertaining year for me.

to the people i know, happy new year. to weixiang. happy birthday. to peiying although ur bday not here, u proclaim 1st of jan ur bday. to cheryl, happy birthday too and i haven get the gals out to meet u yet. and to everyone i dunno, i will try to get to know u. but rest assured no mlm or insurance. haa.

and CNY faster come leh, i want a little holiday.

angry with myself.

i just wanna talk with you, but u are so cold i cant do anything.

i just wanna see u, but u are so reluctant everytime i want to meet u for a meal and i cant do anything.

i just wanna hug u and tell u that u meant the world to me, but i cant do anything either.

i just wanna kiss u and tell u how sorry i am and can e new year haf a new start for us, but i cant do anything.

why cant i do all these? when i can do every other thing.

retribution for being bad to u.

i nvr let u know how u meant to me when we were together, but

U MEANT THE WORLD TO ME. thats hw impt u are to me and why did i let u go.

remembering our trip tgt to tw. how i wish we were there forever just e 2 of us living happily there.

today marks an end to the year 2008. memories still fresh from the year. happy and sad.

today went out for dinner, movie and supper with my gang. this year we went downtown east for countdown. got concert there not bad to go and hear hear. movie was at e-hub. i nvr movied there b4 this was e first time. watched "yes man". not bad a show.

today b4 i went out, i hope to see her today. den i reached e hub with my gang. b4 movie i check out e jubeat station to hope to see if she might be there. i thought to myself, if fate allows i will get to see her today. so b4 movie nvr see. after movie i got this kind of feeling of someone close is ard someone i can feel her presence for.so i look ard, then i saw her playing jubeat. tapped her and say hi and left. felt weird after that. fate let me see her. hmms, too bad nt with her, if not i would like to spend e final seconds and first few seconds of the year with her. but this also good. at least i get to see her just even for the few seconds and all. oh well. she's jus my someone special. sorry guys. this the only gal i love.

all right. start of the new year. time to haf a good start. tmr shall run. and make sure i do wad i set for e new year.