finally i gave myself a little break again. been so long since i really have a break since sch started. camped at home due to having no dates. so ya! stayed home being myself slacking all that and watch dramas lor. watched finished new heart,e korean drama abt heart surgery de..den watched 10 promises to my dog. wa i want a golden retriever la!! and now watching forensics heroes 2 lor.. enjoying time slacking..now just wait to collect ang pao and wait for sch start. but den v day coming already. going emo liao haha

emo-ing again!

was reading thru my physics and bio lecture notes just now. feeling damn depressing. foreign lecturers already bad enuff, now their notes not even qualitative to let a noob like me to understand e concepts. i got no A level Physics, no O and A level Bio. already struggling to catch up and bad notes doesnt help. hai.. emo-ing.. now sleep is the best cure.

well its the new year. so new updates. and new link.

the reason why i named my blog this way because, life is not a waiting room. u dun wait for things to happen. u fight for wad u wan. and i will live my life fighting for wad i wan. i hope u guys will too.

this year for the first few months of the semester, my goal is to go for all my tutorials, be more consistent in my work, study abit before going for lecture and maintain and improve my gpa. i will also start joining a proper cca in e form of WSC -VM. might want to get into committee. i will also exercise 3 times a week to start conditioning myself for ICT and also to lose some fats.

and i want to put the past behind. so a new start to the year and hope it will be an entertaining year for me.

to the people i know, happy new year. to weixiang. happy birthday. to peiying although ur bday not here, u proclaim 1st of jan ur bday. to cheryl, happy birthday too and i haven get the gals out to meet u yet. and to everyone i dunno, i will try to get to know u. but rest assured no mlm or insurance. haa.

and CNY faster come leh, i want a little holiday.

angry with myself.

i just wanna talk with you, but u are so cold i cant do anything.

i just wanna see u, but u are so reluctant everytime i want to meet u for a meal and i cant do anything.

i just wanna hug u and tell u that u meant the world to me, but i cant do anything either.

i just wanna kiss u and tell u how sorry i am and can e new year haf a new start for us, but i cant do anything.

why cant i do all these? when i can do every other thing.

retribution for being bad to u.

i nvr let u know how u meant to me when we were together, but

U MEANT THE WORLD TO ME. thats hw impt u are to me and why did i let u go.

remembering our trip tgt to tw. how i wish we were there forever just e 2 of us living happily there.

today marks an end to the year 2008. memories still fresh from the year. happy and sad.

today went out for dinner, movie and supper with my gang. this year we went downtown east for countdown. got concert there not bad to go and hear hear. movie was at e-hub. i nvr movied there b4 this was e first time. watched "yes man". not bad a show.

today b4 i went out, i hope to see her today. den i reached e hub with my gang. b4 movie i check out e jubeat station to hope to see if she might be there. i thought to myself, if fate allows i will get to see her today. so b4 movie nvr see. after movie i got this kind of feeling of someone close is ard someone i can feel her presence for.so i look ard, then i saw her playing jubeat. tapped her and say hi and left. felt weird after that. fate let me see her. hmms, too bad nt with her, if not i would like to spend e final seconds and first few seconds of the year with her. but this also good. at least i get to see her just even for the few seconds and all. oh well. she's jus my someone special. sorry guys. this the only gal i love.

all right. start of the new year. time to haf a good start. tmr shall run. and make sure i do wad i set for e new year.