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aiya dunno wad i wan also man..sch also not exactly smooth la..just wan a second class honours only but disappointing results so far lor..ever since break up things haven been smooth yet lor..realised my heart turned cold liao..e natural smile wasnt there anymore..although still will laugh all that at some jokes but end of the day u just know i wasnt the same anymore..if i cant smile naturally from e heart means i'm really that down..but i wan to be on the up..i wan to be able to compete with everyone in sch..i know i'm a slow starter, lack of natural talent but i made it up for hardworking but it had not paid off yet..uni pace really too fast and so much happened so far i just couldnt concentrate alot..today bio class i was listening well and understood the whole thing..but towards e end 5 mins my mind was on e past again and i jus din listen to lec again..sianed man..i also wan to move on..but so complicated stuff are now..i dun even know wad i wan liao..just like sch..today just dunno why i am in sch for..why am i in this course..when i could have taken business la..sian man..someone make me smile pls..let me find my natural smile back..