i must make up my mind..harden my heart and not keep going back to the same stuff..really man..i shall let her go and let myself go too..no point keep holding on to her when she wont care abt u anymore..why not divert ur energy to other places that can help u be happier..tmr i shall do it..but today i just pray for her to study hard and enjoy her life..like how i found part of me when i had fun with my gang..10 % of wad i was b4 when i knew wads love..