Sunday, September 14, 2008

whats up so far

well broke up for close to 3 weeks..not a word of concern at all..so think i just can let her go ba..no point making myself miserable..just look forward in sch lor..no choice ma..there will be other things to focus on too..esp my studies..althought i broke up at the wrong time, it wasnt my choice..just felt badly treated and i din deserve such break up at a time when my studies is going to be tough and all..well..i just stand up by myself and with the help of my family and a couple of good frens like michelle..now i will be stronger and at least now i know what i look in love and a person..still will get distracted here and there but i will focus on studies and career..hoping to close some cases soon la and get things started at least..i will be fine..uni stuff is definately getting a few notches higher than jc..i shall utilize my upcoming term break well and find ppl to study with me if nt i stay home will get distracted..i haven movied or shopped for a long time..need some company some day..if nt i gonna go crazy..sch definately stress.
i think my health is nt very good now..today fainted..cos i was lying down to mug den i stood up den heart very pain den i fainted liao..took some time to wake up..faster go drink water after that le..scary la..haix..when things dun go ur way u are down on ur luck..anything can happen..

i'm going to buy a bible and keep it by my side and use it as my spiritual support.

god bless me den..

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