actually i know what i want for my future.

this current job that i have doesnt go well with my personality, i'm not one who go pestering ard, and i still prefer to teach what i know. so obviously sales is not what's for me in the future. maybe as a lecturer that will be my calling.. and thats provided i further my studies til at least a masters.

i want to start afresh again. although i spend a large part of this one and a half year with someone special,but this someone special had left me.felt moments of having lost everything, so i just want to start afresh,rebuilding all i got..i'm particularly sorry for the scar i gave her..i did loved her alot but i messed up alot too..i know some scar wont heal so easily..just like my hand now,a crack that wont go away.

now, i'm closing the door of this special one, but just that once in awhile there's lingering thoughts. and i cant do anything liao. 23dec maybe i wont be there liao. cos i dunno if that is the right thing to do anymore.

i'm opening a door, but i'm holding the door back because i'm not really sure if thats the right one..but i felt fine and happy. but i guess i still need to wait for the right moment. close to right person, wrong timing..

well suddenly moody again..but thats how life la..always work like a sine curve no matter what.

and the story abt plucking the moon.

i wont pluck earth moon, cos this will cause tide to rise and flood the whole world. i will pluck jupiter moon, i plucked metis. jupiter got 57 moons so jupiter lose 1 he also dunno. this is what happen when u are too clever. u cant be romantic. -_-"