its been so many months since i broke up with her. and other ppl had appeared in my life, but there is no one that seems right or i feel right about. now end up hurting other ppl liao. sian man. my fren asked me if i really loved someone or just want someone. i think i have e answer now. because when really loved someone, this someone will be irreplaceable in the heart. and she was irreplaceable til now. feeling very frustrated now cos i know she's e one for me, but i dunno what or how she will feel again. i hurted her badly the other time, no matter what still will leave a scar. i also want to forget what happened, want to love and protect her again and swear to god this time round i will make it right. but right now really frustrated, cos i dunno how to talk to her. i dunno how not to make her sian dunno how to make her happy. but if i got the chance, i will get my courage to announce to the whole world that i only haf her in mind. and i meant a physical action to be done. but all things gotta wait. time. can only write here to her that i love her. and seriously regretted alot for hurting her and wish to hold her in my arms again.