so i've been hiding my feelings all along?

my temper, my stubborness would have stop me from seeing her again. but why did i bother to find her again? i finally realised. thinking that i forgot her, but in fact i nvr. seeing her get hurt, i was already quite sian liao..panicking when i realise i lost her frens number..couldnt get anyone to go check on her immediately..facebook also quite useless..i had to appear by her side to make sure its ok.

meeting her just make me feel like protecting her again..sick of looking from a far to make sure she is ok.i just wan to be with her to protect her.if not for that stupid mistake no one would haf got hurt nth would had happened if i nvr let her go.

i was there because i cared alot for u, no matter what, i just wan u to be happy.maybe without me, u were happy, but i just dun wan see u get hurt. i know what i wan, its u. i just wan to be ard u, just wan to appreciate ur smile again.

but i know maybe it still quite difficult for u now, but i already knew what i wan. but shall not force shall not hope too much. because i'm afraid too sometimes. but then again no matter what i still wan to see u happy. and care for u.

time to build up my karma level.